I'm sorry that my updates havent been frequent [slaps self] scratch that, I'm sorry I havent felt like updating this thing for months and months. It's really hard to keep track of my thoughts, sitting down and writing what i do everyday is somehow a hard task. Whether it's because I don't remember till later, or I'm too lazy, idk.

Boyfriend Staaatus: I'm dating this Asian boy named Eric Chuk Hang Kwan. he's almost 17, and a senior in highschool [I'm a junior] and is 100% chinese, and  kyooooote! I love this boy alot.

School status: not much has changed. A's, as usual. My schedule's all fucked up and such. I'll be a junior and 17 next yeaaar.!

I don't know where my lifes going, I kinda feel as if everyone's expecting me to do something for them. friends want blah, parents want perfection, and boyfriends want to be close. unfortunetly I won't meet him until he graduates in '08. waaagh..D: I sure can wait for this cutie. I lurve him.

Job fucking ndfjhbtfroifbh status: still stuck at a job I hate with everything in me. My boss game me a hardrive today to fix my computer, I'll have my computer in my room functioning again! this means I'll be online all the time, and I'll be on here updating and talking on my aiiiim. :ShesROXANNE if you were wondering. =] desperate to chat with people. It's my entertainment, and I can stay in the house.

Otherwise, I guess this is where I close.

Lurrrrve,

Roxanne