I find it kind of sad, that the dreams in which i'm dying are the best Iv'e ever had...

I'm kinda apathetic at the moment. I have a french test next period which I really don't plan on taking it. xD I'm prolly just gonna wander around my school for an hour, I unno yet. I'm dating someone better than Eric now. I'm dating a wonderful boy named Jake Snyder, and lat night he purposed to me. :] I said yes, and now my heart is racing a mile a minute. I hope he wants to be with me just as much as I want to be with him.

My grades are pretty standard at the moment, 3 A's and a B+. But the only reason I have a B+ is cause my enriched world history teacher is a complete dick. he always gives us random pop quizzes and the questions he asks are hardly a good standard to ask them. but anyways, i'm like sitting in my computer class wasting time until 11, cause it's a half day. I can't honestly think of anything else to write, becides the fact that I haven't made a blog in a while. i guess until tommorow, or later, enjoy the poem I'm leaving at the bottom of the page.

The Bleeding.

Iv'e got no more intentions
Nothing to hide or lose
Trapped in the ancient fight
Of hated, rich love

And I walked in
And took it too seriously
But a broken heart aching to be fixed
I had, so what is to say?

Drain my blood
And make me ache like you
Let me bleed like you
So my blood runs cold no more

Screaming out to the sky, begging for release
Trapped in my own mess
My knees are sinking, I'm in too deep
Bleed me dead, it'd hurt less.